Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Mistress Entry
This will be a very lonely day. Tram has gone with the other submissive to Master Gabriel’s house. Tram needs time to think about tomorrow and the collaring ceremony.
I have already decided to give Tram my collar. I had it made just for him a week ago. My only fear is that he will reject me. That somewhere during this year I didn’t give him what he needed. My naivety might have been too much for him. I felt like I was stumbling around in the dark through a lot of this year. I tried to be the best Mistress I could for him. God, I hoped I have proved to him just how much his submission means to me. It’s thanks to him that I know without a doubt that this is what I was meant to be. It’s thanks to his patient that I was able to hone my skills. It was because of the warmth he gave me that I was able to grow as I have.
Tram, I will not worry about tomorrow. Somehow, I know in my heart that you will accept my collar. I love you my submissive. Thank you for taking this journey with me. And hopefully, this journey has just begun.
This will be a very lonely day. Tram has gone with the other submissive to Master Gabriel’s house. Tram needs time to think about tomorrow and the collaring ceremony.
I have already decided to give Tram my collar. I had it made just for him a week ago. My only fear is that he will reject me. That somewhere during this year I didn’t give him what he needed. My naivety might have been too much for him. I felt like I was stumbling around in the dark through a lot of this year. I tried to be the best Mistress I could for him. God, I hoped I have proved to him just how much his submission means to me. It’s thanks to him that I know without a doubt that this is what I was meant to be. It’s thanks to his patient that I was able to hone my skills. It was because of the warmth he gave me that I was able to grow as I have.
Tram, I will not worry about tomorrow. Somehow, I know in my heart that you will accept my collar. I love you my submissive. Thank you for taking this journey with me. And hopefully, this journey has just begun.
Tram’s Entry
This has been such an extraordinary year. I learned so much about myself. This is the lifestyle I was meant for, I know it is.
Master Gabriel has taken me and all the other submissive to his home. Today, we are supposed to really think about our time with our respective dominants. Tomorrow is the collaring ceremony and I am terrified. I can see by the looks on the other submissives’ faces they are feeling the same thing. We are not allowed to talk with each other and I’m rather glad for that. However, we are allowed to talk with Master Gabriel if we need to. Seeing him now as to compare to how he is when he has visited Mistress over this last year…it’s like seeing two different people. It’s really hard to explain. When he visited Mistress he acted as though I wasn’t there, but now, his kindness is almost overwhelming. We all hung on his words as he explained how the collaring was going to work. Nobody made a sound when he spoke of not thinking about our dominant’s feelings right now that we were to focus on what we wanted and needed. And his open invitation to speak with him today, you could tell he meant it. It makes me wonder if this is the man his submissive gets to see, gets to serve, or is he like he is when he is at Mistress’ home?
To tell you the truth I don’t have much to think about. I know in my heart that Mistress Delilah is who I want to serve. I love her. I find myself smiling just writing those words down. For a novice Mistress she knew what I needed, because she took the time to find out. I wonder how many other dominants have done this with there submissives. Every part of this year was special. Even the times me and Mistress were angry with each other, though thankfully those times were few and far between. Mistress makes me feel loved, cherished and safe. She makes me feel like a man and my protective nature has blossomed. Every sexual moment, every tender moment, every quiet moment and even the hectic ones I will always cherish.
My only fear now is that Mistress doesn’t feel the same. Have I earned her collar? It is this fear that makes me almost sick. What will I do if she doesn’t collar me? I can’t serve another Mistress. I know in my heart I can’t.
This last entry Mistress will read. I’m curious what her entry will say. Mistress, if you choose not to collar me then I want to tell you now, thank you for all that you have taught me. And if I have earned your collar, I love you so much my heart is about to burst.
This has been such an extraordinary year. I learned so much about myself. This is the lifestyle I was meant for, I know it is.
Master Gabriel has taken me and all the other submissive to his home. Today, we are supposed to really think about our time with our respective dominants. Tomorrow is the collaring ceremony and I am terrified. I can see by the looks on the other submissives’ faces they are feeling the same thing. We are not allowed to talk with each other and I’m rather glad for that. However, we are allowed to talk with Master Gabriel if we need to. Seeing him now as to compare to how he is when he has visited Mistress over this last year…it’s like seeing two different people. It’s really hard to explain. When he visited Mistress he acted as though I wasn’t there, but now, his kindness is almost overwhelming. We all hung on his words as he explained how the collaring was going to work. Nobody made a sound when he spoke of not thinking about our dominant’s feelings right now that we were to focus on what we wanted and needed. And his open invitation to speak with him today, you could tell he meant it. It makes me wonder if this is the man his submissive gets to see, gets to serve, or is he like he is when he is at Mistress’ home?
To tell you the truth I don’t have much to think about. I know in my heart that Mistress Delilah is who I want to serve. I love her. I find myself smiling just writing those words down. For a novice Mistress she knew what I needed, because she took the time to find out. I wonder how many other dominants have done this with there submissives. Every part of this year was special. Even the times me and Mistress were angry with each other, though thankfully those times were few and far between. Mistress makes me feel loved, cherished and safe. She makes me feel like a man and my protective nature has blossomed. Every sexual moment, every tender moment, every quiet moment and even the hectic ones I will always cherish.
My only fear now is that Mistress doesn’t feel the same. Have I earned her collar? It is this fear that makes me almost sick. What will I do if she doesn’t collar me? I can’t serve another Mistress. I know in my heart I can’t.
This last entry Mistress will read. I’m curious what her entry will say. Mistress, if you choose not to collar me then I want to tell you now, thank you for all that you have taught me. And if I have earned your collar, I love you so much my heart is about to burst.
Monday, February 9, 2009
Mistress Entry.
I am a bit annoyed that Master Gabriel didn’t tell me about the “the exit” meeting. I was totally shocked when Alex explained to me what it was. I tried to hide my shock. I reached down and stroke Tram’s hair reassuring him that I had no intention of breaking our contract. Then I realized what if Tram wanted out. He must have sensed what I was feeling because he kissed my hand a purred “My Mistress”. I never really thought about Tram not being happy in our relationship. This sent a flood of doubt. I really needed to think this over. Tram seemed happy, but so did so many other couples who had ended their contract today.
Master Gabriel left that submissive Michael with me. That Michael is so big and yet I had no fear of him at all. I should have paid a little attention to him, but my mind was on Tram. Relieved, yet full of doubt about the progress of our relationship. Did Tram need a sterner Mistress? I tend to be a bit on the gentle side. I see how most of the Mistress treat their submissive, to me, seems like borderline cruelty. Yet, their submissives seemed to adore them anyways. If Tram needed a sterner Mistress I wouldn’t be able to give him that. It’s just not me.
Before I knew it Master Gabriela came and took Michael back. Shortly afterwards the ending of the contracts began. Master James broke his contract with his submissive. I looked around and saw the sadness in whoever was being left behind. When it was all over I had to leave. I couldn’t stand being here any longer. Tram seemed pleased with this and we hurried home.
I needed to think, to reevaluate what I was giving Tram. I so want him to be happy and content. I needed him beside me, so we went up to my bed and just lay in each other’s arms. I wondered if Tram was thinking about today’s events, judging by the way he was holding me so tightly I think he was.
I am a bit annoyed that Master Gabriel didn’t tell me about the “the exit” meeting. I was totally shocked when Alex explained to me what it was. I tried to hide my shock. I reached down and stroke Tram’s hair reassuring him that I had no intention of breaking our contract. Then I realized what if Tram wanted out. He must have sensed what I was feeling because he kissed my hand a purred “My Mistress”. I never really thought about Tram not being happy in our relationship. This sent a flood of doubt. I really needed to think this over. Tram seemed happy, but so did so many other couples who had ended their contract today.
Master Gabriel left that submissive Michael with me. That Michael is so big and yet I had no fear of him at all. I should have paid a little attention to him, but my mind was on Tram. Relieved, yet full of doubt about the progress of our relationship. Did Tram need a sterner Mistress? I tend to be a bit on the gentle side. I see how most of the Mistress treat their submissive, to me, seems like borderline cruelty. Yet, their submissives seemed to adore them anyways. If Tram needed a sterner Mistress I wouldn’t be able to give him that. It’s just not me.
Before I knew it Master Gabriela came and took Michael back. Shortly afterwards the ending of the contracts began. Master James broke his contract with his submissive. I looked around and saw the sadness in whoever was being left behind. When it was all over I had to leave. I couldn’t stand being here any longer. Tram seemed pleased with this and we hurried home.
I needed to think, to reevaluate what I was giving Tram. I so want him to be happy and content. I needed him beside me, so we went up to my bed and just lay in each other’s arms. I wondered if Tram was thinking about today’s events, judging by the way he was holding me so tightly I think he was.
Tram’s entry
Today me and Mistress went to this mandatory meeting that Master Gabriel was having at the club. Mistress had no idea what this meeting was about. I sure didn’t either. The only thing we knew it was called the ‘the exit’ meeting. What in the world was that suppose to mean?
When we arrived there was a strange vibe to the room. The looks on everyone’s face almost seemed ominous. Alex came over and greeted Mistress and led us over to his table. Master Raven and a Master James were already sitting there. Alex explained to Mistress what this meeting was for. My heart stopped. This meeting was for dominants and submissives to be released from their contracts if one or the other wasn’t happy. I felt Mistress’ hand stroke my hair. I looked up and became instantly relieved. She told me without saying a word she had no intention on letting me go. I could see she had the same worry I did. I reached up and grabbed her hand and gently kissed it and said “My Mistress”. I could feel her instantly relax. Leaving our contract never occurred to me. In fact, I’m hoping to become her permit submissive or whatever Master Gabriel calls it. Still, I passed this test and Mistress was happy with me so far, but would she collar me at the end of this year? I would love nothing more than to wear her collar. She is the Mistress I want, hell she is what I need. I already decided, though I would never tell Mistress this, if she didn’t collar me I would not pursue this lifestyle. How could I? No Mistress could ever live up to her.
Master Gabriel asked Mistress to watch that submissive Michael for a little while. Mistress, of course, agreed right away. I have to admit I did feel a little jealous. I don’t want another man kneeling beside my Mistress. Especially since that lost look Michael’s face had suddenly disappeared as he knelt there by Mistress. Fortunately, Master Gabriel came back in a short while and took Michael away with him.
When the meeting started I couldn’t help but to feel sorry for the ones who were breaking their contracts. Master James broke his contract with his female submissive. Her crying bothered me, yet, I was grateful that my Mistress was pleased enough with me to stay in our contract. Mistress didn’t want to stay and we left right after the breaking of the contracts. I was glad we did. She said very little and only wanted me to sleep with her. Again, I was grateful for this. I just wanted to hold her.
Today me and Mistress went to this mandatory meeting that Master Gabriel was having at the club. Mistress had no idea what this meeting was about. I sure didn’t either. The only thing we knew it was called the ‘the exit’ meeting. What in the world was that suppose to mean?
When we arrived there was a strange vibe to the room. The looks on everyone’s face almost seemed ominous. Alex came over and greeted Mistress and led us over to his table. Master Raven and a Master James were already sitting there. Alex explained to Mistress what this meeting was for. My heart stopped. This meeting was for dominants and submissives to be released from their contracts if one or the other wasn’t happy. I felt Mistress’ hand stroke my hair. I looked up and became instantly relieved. She told me without saying a word she had no intention on letting me go. I could see she had the same worry I did. I reached up and grabbed her hand and gently kissed it and said “My Mistress”. I could feel her instantly relax. Leaving our contract never occurred to me. In fact, I’m hoping to become her permit submissive or whatever Master Gabriel calls it. Still, I passed this test and Mistress was happy with me so far, but would she collar me at the end of this year? I would love nothing more than to wear her collar. She is the Mistress I want, hell she is what I need. I already decided, though I would never tell Mistress this, if she didn’t collar me I would not pursue this lifestyle. How could I? No Mistress could ever live up to her.
Master Gabriel asked Mistress to watch that submissive Michael for a little while. Mistress, of course, agreed right away. I have to admit I did feel a little jealous. I don’t want another man kneeling beside my Mistress. Especially since that lost look Michael’s face had suddenly disappeared as he knelt there by Mistress. Fortunately, Master Gabriel came back in a short while and took Michael away with him.
When the meeting started I couldn’t help but to feel sorry for the ones who were breaking their contracts. Master James broke his contract with his female submissive. Her crying bothered me, yet, I was grateful that my Mistress was pleased enough with me to stay in our contract. Mistress didn’t want to stay and we left right after the breaking of the contracts. I was glad we did. She said very little and only wanted me to sleep with her. Again, I was grateful for this. I just wanted to hold her.
Thursday, February 5, 2009
Mistress’ Entry
I had such a fun morning with Tram. All I wanted to do was kiss him and feel him next to me. I know my sweet submissive must have been aching with need after our make out session, but I wanted to make him wait for release. Sometimes, delaying release made it all the sweeter. I let him wait for about a half hour than watched as he pleasured himself. Damn, that man looks so fucking hot when he does that. I told him to make it last for at least ten minutes and like a good submissive he obeyed completely. I about came watching his cum shooting out of his cock. He begged me to allow him to pleasure me and I was tempted, I was so turned on by watching him. However, I had no time. I had to meet with Master Gabriel.
I left Tram to go about his chores and I headed to Master Gabriel’s home. His pretty submissive showed me to the waiting room. I saw Alex sitting there. I have to admit I was surprised to see him. As usual he smiled a most charming smile at me and just said that he thought that we might be in trouble.
After a moment Master Gabriel came into the room. He asked me to keep silent as he spoke with Alex. Master Gabriel asked him all sorts of questions about Raven and at the end of the barrage of questions he said to Alex, “Love Raven if you must, but leave what’s mine alone.” I was total confused by this, but Alex seemed to know what Master Gabriel was saying. Alex seemed angry when Master Gabriel dismissed him with a simple gesture of his hand.
I watched Alex leave then felt the heat of Master Gabriel’s gaze. I looked over and became almost paralyzed by the intensity of his gaze. He told me I looked very beautiful today and finally freed me of his intense gaze. I asked him why he asked me to come over and all he said was that he wanted my company. However, I felt there was more to this, but I didn’t want to pursue what that was.
I spent a pleasant afternoon with Master Gabriel. He talked about that submissive Michael. He also spoke about the changes he wanted to make to the club and wanted my opinion. Can you imagine a man like that wanting my opinion. I really didn’t know what to say. He looked at me and smile, then thank me for allowing him to bounce a few ideas off me. He walked me to the door. I thought he was going to kiss me, but he only kissed the top of my head. On the drive home I tried to sort out this afternoon. There was something going on that I didn’t know about. One thing was for sure Alex had to know. Once I got home and after I greeted Tram, I went to my office and called Alex. I asked him what Gabriel meant by what he said to Alex.
“You are what is his,” Alex said. He went on to say that Master Gabriel was angry about us fucking. And that he almost got thrown out of the club, but Raven stopped that from happening.
After I got off the phone with Alex I went to find Tram. Alex had to be wrong about Master Gabriel.
I had such a fun morning with Tram. All I wanted to do was kiss him and feel him next to me. I know my sweet submissive must have been aching with need after our make out session, but I wanted to make him wait for release. Sometimes, delaying release made it all the sweeter. I let him wait for about a half hour than watched as he pleasured himself. Damn, that man looks so fucking hot when he does that. I told him to make it last for at least ten minutes and like a good submissive he obeyed completely. I about came watching his cum shooting out of his cock. He begged me to allow him to pleasure me and I was tempted, I was so turned on by watching him. However, I had no time. I had to meet with Master Gabriel.
I left Tram to go about his chores and I headed to Master Gabriel’s home. His pretty submissive showed me to the waiting room. I saw Alex sitting there. I have to admit I was surprised to see him. As usual he smiled a most charming smile at me and just said that he thought that we might be in trouble.
After a moment Master Gabriel came into the room. He asked me to keep silent as he spoke with Alex. Master Gabriel asked him all sorts of questions about Raven and at the end of the barrage of questions he said to Alex, “Love Raven if you must, but leave what’s mine alone.” I was total confused by this, but Alex seemed to know what Master Gabriel was saying. Alex seemed angry when Master Gabriel dismissed him with a simple gesture of his hand.
I watched Alex leave then felt the heat of Master Gabriel’s gaze. I looked over and became almost paralyzed by the intensity of his gaze. He told me I looked very beautiful today and finally freed me of his intense gaze. I asked him why he asked me to come over and all he said was that he wanted my company. However, I felt there was more to this, but I didn’t want to pursue what that was.
I spent a pleasant afternoon with Master Gabriel. He talked about that submissive Michael. He also spoke about the changes he wanted to make to the club and wanted my opinion. Can you imagine a man like that wanting my opinion. I really didn’t know what to say. He looked at me and smile, then thank me for allowing him to bounce a few ideas off me. He walked me to the door. I thought he was going to kiss me, but he only kissed the top of my head. On the drive home I tried to sort out this afternoon. There was something going on that I didn’t know about. One thing was for sure Alex had to know. Once I got home and after I greeted Tram, I went to my office and called Alex. I asked him what Gabriel meant by what he said to Alex.
“You are what is his,” Alex said. He went on to say that Master Gabriel was angry about us fucking. And that he almost got thrown out of the club, but Raven stopped that from happening.
After I got off the phone with Alex I went to find Tram. Alex had to be wrong about Master Gabriel.
Tram’s Entry
For a week after the Valentine Day party Mistress treated me exceptionally well. She praised me often and allowed me to share her bed.
Yesterday, we started to watch a movie together then she just reached over and pulled me to her. She spent a good hour just kissing me. God, did that feel good, but after that she went to her office, leaving me wanting. I wanted to touch myself so badly to relieve my need. However, it is a rule that I’m never to pleasure myself unless Mistress gives me permission first. It took me a few moments to find my willpower. After a gained some measure of control and went about my chores. My cock stayed rock hard the whole time. After about a half hour Mistress came into the kitchen. She commanded me to stop what I was doing, remove my clothes and sit on the floor. I, of course, obeyed immediately. My excitement grew hearing that purr to her voice. She pulled up a chair and sat just in front of me. She commanded me to pleasure myself, but to make it last at least ten minutes. If I failed to do so I would be chained to the wall of the playroom. Needing to please my Mistress and not really wanting to spend hours chained to the wall I managed to last more than ten minutes before I came. That look on her face intensified my pleasure. She purred at me as she leaned forward and stroked my cheek as I came down from my pleasure high. I could make out “good boy” and “So beautiful”, but beyond that I was incapable of focusing on what she was saying. My orgasm had been so intense it took several minutes for me to regain myself.
I begged Mistress to allow me to pleasure her. She told me before how turned on she gets watching me pleasure myself. She denied my request and told me to get back to my chores. She was going out for the afternoon and she couldn’t take me with her. Master Gabriel only wanted her. I bet he does. I felt my jealous start to bubble up inside, but with one stroke of her hand to my cheek and that look of love on her face I instantly calm down. I could feel how much she adored me and I love the feeling of safety and warmth it gave me.
I watched her walk out the door and couldn’t help but wonder what Master Gabriel wanted from my Mistress.
For a week after the Valentine Day party Mistress treated me exceptionally well. She praised me often and allowed me to share her bed.
Yesterday, we started to watch a movie together then she just reached over and pulled me to her. She spent a good hour just kissing me. God, did that feel good, but after that she went to her office, leaving me wanting. I wanted to touch myself so badly to relieve my need. However, it is a rule that I’m never to pleasure myself unless Mistress gives me permission first. It took me a few moments to find my willpower. After a gained some measure of control and went about my chores. My cock stayed rock hard the whole time. After about a half hour Mistress came into the kitchen. She commanded me to stop what I was doing, remove my clothes and sit on the floor. I, of course, obeyed immediately. My excitement grew hearing that purr to her voice. She pulled up a chair and sat just in front of me. She commanded me to pleasure myself, but to make it last at least ten minutes. If I failed to do so I would be chained to the wall of the playroom. Needing to please my Mistress and not really wanting to spend hours chained to the wall I managed to last more than ten minutes before I came. That look on her face intensified my pleasure. She purred at me as she leaned forward and stroked my cheek as I came down from my pleasure high. I could make out “good boy” and “So beautiful”, but beyond that I was incapable of focusing on what she was saying. My orgasm had been so intense it took several minutes for me to regain myself.
I begged Mistress to allow me to pleasure her. She told me before how turned on she gets watching me pleasure myself. She denied my request and told me to get back to my chores. She was going out for the afternoon and she couldn’t take me with her. Master Gabriel only wanted her. I bet he does. I felt my jealous start to bubble up inside, but with one stroke of her hand to my cheek and that look of love on her face I instantly calm down. I could feel how much she adored me and I love the feeling of safety and warmth it gave me.
I watched her walk out the door and couldn’t help but wonder what Master Gabriel wanted from my Mistress.
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Mistress Entry
The Valentine’s Day party was something. The only really good part was that Tram made me so proud. He was flawless. He looked so beautiful…mmm, and I showed him off. He was such a good boy even through the drama of the party.
Master Gabriel introduced me to a submissive named Michael. Whoa, he was a big, strong man, who had such a commanding presence about him. I was very shocked to learn that he was a submissive. I was intrigued by this man, whatever Mistress obtained that submissive was going to have lots of fun with him.
Master Gabriel showed me off to everyone throughout the evening. I had to admit I enjoyed his praise. And…well…I enjoyed being by his side. It felt strangely cold when he wasn’t by my side. Strange, isn’t it? I suppose I was using him as a security blanket or something. Master Gabriel was amazing. Everyone showed him the utmost respect, but he was never arrogant about it.
I had sent Tram to be with Alex while Master Gabriel introduced me to Michael and I was most eager to find him. Knowing Alex they were probably up in a bedroom by now. I could see how much Alex’s pretty little male submissive was turning him on. Lucian did look really yummy.
As I went up the stairs to find Tram I couldn’t seem to get Master Gabriel out of my mind. I felt like some stupid teenage girl who had a silly crush on her teacher. I opened the door and saw Alex standing there with Lucian and Tram kneeling in the back of the room. Alex said something, but I, for the life of me, I couldn’t remember what it was. I went over to Tram and stroked his handsome face. I don’t know what I was thinking, but I turned around and latched onto Alex. Tram was right there and yet I needed to be fucked by Alex. The way Alex took me was exactly what I needed. He was demanding, intense and took what he wanted. Just as I came, Master Raven walked into the room. He was pissed off. Alex roared out his orgasm, which made my pussy twitched. I love hearing a man come. Alex helped me up to my feet and I smoothed down my dress. Raven asked me to leave him and Alex alone for a moment, and of course I did. I went over to Tram and hooked the leash back on. I led him out of the room and paused by the door. I was curious to see why Raven was so pissed off. Was he jealous? To my surprise Raven was prattling on about Master Gabriel. He said Alex was stupid for touching me in Master Gabriel’s house, or something to the affect anyways. I led Tram downstairs weary of this evening already. The last thing I needed was that damn Geneva getting into my face. Tram knelt down beside me. He knows I love it when he does that when another Mistress is around. I don’t what came over me, but I slapped that bitch’s hand away when she tried to touch my Tram. I didn’t want her filthy hands touching my beautiful submissive. When Geneva called me Master Gabriel’s whore Tram leapt up. I quickly motioned for him to stop. If he would have did anything to that bitch I’m sure she would have tried to get Tram thrown out of the club. I had to protect my Tram. I was completely shocked when Master Gabriel walked over and slapped that stupid bitch. I was so shocked by this I didn’t really hear what he said to her. She told him about me and Alex being together. Why, I don’t know, like Master Gabriel’s going to care, but he seemed to get even angrier. He turned to me and apologized for Geneva’s behavior. I was flabbergasted. Why would a man like him take the time to apologize to me for something some stupid Mistress had done? In fact, why would he even come to my defense to begin with. Dominants always bickered amongst themselves.
Not wanting to deal with anything else I excused myself and me and Tram went home. All I wanted was to hold my submissive while I fell asleep.
The Valentine’s Day party was something. The only really good part was that Tram made me so proud. He was flawless. He looked so beautiful…mmm, and I showed him off. He was such a good boy even through the drama of the party.
Master Gabriel introduced me to a submissive named Michael. Whoa, he was a big, strong man, who had such a commanding presence about him. I was very shocked to learn that he was a submissive. I was intrigued by this man, whatever Mistress obtained that submissive was going to have lots of fun with him.
Master Gabriel showed me off to everyone throughout the evening. I had to admit I enjoyed his praise. And…well…I enjoyed being by his side. It felt strangely cold when he wasn’t by my side. Strange, isn’t it? I suppose I was using him as a security blanket or something. Master Gabriel was amazing. Everyone showed him the utmost respect, but he was never arrogant about it.
I had sent Tram to be with Alex while Master Gabriel introduced me to Michael and I was most eager to find him. Knowing Alex they were probably up in a bedroom by now. I could see how much Alex’s pretty little male submissive was turning him on. Lucian did look really yummy.
As I went up the stairs to find Tram I couldn’t seem to get Master Gabriel out of my mind. I felt like some stupid teenage girl who had a silly crush on her teacher. I opened the door and saw Alex standing there with Lucian and Tram kneeling in the back of the room. Alex said something, but I, for the life of me, I couldn’t remember what it was. I went over to Tram and stroked his handsome face. I don’t know what I was thinking, but I turned around and latched onto Alex. Tram was right there and yet I needed to be fucked by Alex. The way Alex took me was exactly what I needed. He was demanding, intense and took what he wanted. Just as I came, Master Raven walked into the room. He was pissed off. Alex roared out his orgasm, which made my pussy twitched. I love hearing a man come. Alex helped me up to my feet and I smoothed down my dress. Raven asked me to leave him and Alex alone for a moment, and of course I did. I went over to Tram and hooked the leash back on. I led him out of the room and paused by the door. I was curious to see why Raven was so pissed off. Was he jealous? To my surprise Raven was prattling on about Master Gabriel. He said Alex was stupid for touching me in Master Gabriel’s house, or something to the affect anyways. I led Tram downstairs weary of this evening already. The last thing I needed was that damn Geneva getting into my face. Tram knelt down beside me. He knows I love it when he does that when another Mistress is around. I don’t what came over me, but I slapped that bitch’s hand away when she tried to touch my Tram. I didn’t want her filthy hands touching my beautiful submissive. When Geneva called me Master Gabriel’s whore Tram leapt up. I quickly motioned for him to stop. If he would have did anything to that bitch I’m sure she would have tried to get Tram thrown out of the club. I had to protect my Tram. I was completely shocked when Master Gabriel walked over and slapped that stupid bitch. I was so shocked by this I didn’t really hear what he said to her. She told him about me and Alex being together. Why, I don’t know, like Master Gabriel’s going to care, but he seemed to get even angrier. He turned to me and apologized for Geneva’s behavior. I was flabbergasted. Why would a man like him take the time to apologize to me for something some stupid Mistress had done? In fact, why would he even come to my defense to begin with. Dominants always bickered amongst themselves.
Not wanting to deal with anything else I excused myself and me and Tram went home. All I wanted was to hold my submissive while I fell asleep.
Tram Entry
Mistress dressed me carefully for the party. Admittedly, I wasn’t wearing anything that complicated, yet she still took her time. Her hands caressed every part of my body. The care, the tenderness…I felt so special at that moment. When she finished dressing me she stepped back and let her eyes devour me. My cock ached and all I wanted to do was to beg her to allow me to touch her.
She told me to wait right where I was as she went to get dressed. It seemed like forever that I stood there, but it was well worth the wait. My God, did she look amazing. She looked like she was going to a really fancy affair and the contrast between our outfits was arousing to say the less. She told me she was already proud of me and it didn’t matter what the other dominants said. I love her smile, hell I live for that smile.
I have to admit most of the party was a blur. I was so focused on being a good submissive for my Mistress that I didn’t really noticed the other guests too much. Mistress seemed almost nervous when Master Gabriel came over. In fact, I swore I felt my leash tremble a little and I could see how hard she gripped my leash. The way Gabriel…I mean Master Gabriel, Mistress gets really angry if I forget to address Master Gabriel properly, the way he looked at her still bugs the hell out of me. I won’t let it bother me tonight. Mistress talked with him for a little while, then she removed my leash and told me to go to Master Alex and Lucian. I couldn’t take my eyes off her as she followed Master Gabriel.
I told Master Alex that Mistress wanted me to stay with him for a little while. Lucian was gracious as always. He is such a sweet man. I watched Master Alex as he talked with the other dominants. He doesn’t act like the rest of the dominants. It is blatantly obvious that he doesn’t really give a shit what the other dominants thought about him. Master Alex took me and Lucian up to the second story of Master Gabriel’s home. We went into one of the unoccupied rooms. The second the door closed Master Alex latched onto Lucian and kissed him with such passion it made my cock hard. I don’t usually get aroused watching two men making out, but whoo, the way Master Alex kissed Lucian and the way Lucian mewed was amazing. I started to feel like the third wheel so I knelt down at the back of the room. I couldn’t leave, because my Mistress told me to stay with Master Alex. Sensing my discomfort, Lucian whispered something to Master Alex. I was stunned when Master Alex told me that I could join in if I wanted to. I didn’t know what to say or do. Alex just laughed and swatted Lucian on the ass. He told Lucian to kneel down beside me. As Lucian did Mistress came into the room. She seemed kind of flustered. She walked over to me and gently caressed my face. Alex asked her what Master Gabriel wanted. My heart stopped when she said he wanted to show her a new male submissive. She commented on how big this male was and that she was surprised that such a man wanted to be a submissive and not a dominant. She said this Michael had a very commanding presence about him. Alex made some comment about Mistress wanting to dominant such a strong man. Mistress just chuckled, but I could see that she found such a prospect intriguing. Who the hell was this Michael and why did Master Gabriel show him to her? I was a little relieved to hear her tell Alex that Master Gabriel was showing off this Michael to everyone. My relief was short lived when I watched Mistress latch onto to Alex. I heard Lucian gasp a little too. No doubt he was just as surprised as I was. Alex lifted Mistress up and carried her to the bed. The way she pawed at his clothes, that look of lust in her eyes…damn I was having trouble containing my jealousy. If Mistress wanted to fuck I was here and she knew I was always ready for her. Just when I thought I couldn’t stand it any longer I felt Lucian grab my hand. I looked over at the pretty man.
“Enjoy watching them,” he whispered.
He was turned on watching his Master fucking my Mistress. There was no jealousy only delight in watching his Master’s pleasure. I looked at it with Lucian’s eyes, watching my Mistress’ pleasure did arouse me. I felt the jealousy start to fade. I squeezed Lucian’s hand back, silently thanking him.
Just as Mistress climaxed, Master Raven came into the room. He didn’t look too happy that Alex was with Mistress. I felt his eyes on me and Lucian. I watched Lucian bow his head then I quickly did the same. Raven quickly looked over to Alex and Mistress when Alex roared out his orgasm. Master Raven was not happy and once Mistress and Alex got dressed Raven asked Mistress to leave him and Alex alone. Mistress of course did as he asked. She placed her leash on my collar then she left the room. She waited by the door. I heard Raven yelling at Alex, something about Master Gabriel was all I could make out. Mistress said nothing as we walked down the stairs.
A stern-looking woman with two sissy boy submissives stopped Mistress at the bottom of the stairs. It was more than obvious that she wanted to start trouble. I knelt down beside Mistress. The second this Mistress Geneva went to pet me Mistress slapped her hand away. Mistress told her not to ever touch me. Geneva called Mistress, Master Gabriel’s little whore, and I quickly rose to my feet. No one calls my Mistress a whore. Mistress signaled for me to stop. Before Mistress could say anything in response Geneva looked pale as a ghost. I looked over to see what invoked such a response from that bitch. Master Gabriel had heard what she said and he looked pissed. He slowly walked over and slapped Geneva hard in the face, saying she was lucky that he didn’t just throw her ass out. Geneva babbled something about Mistress being with Alex, this only future pissed off Gabriel. He told Geneva to get out of his sight, then he turned to Mistress and apologized for Geneva’s behavior. He caressed Mistress’ cheek then walked away. I could see that he was still very angry, but I had a feeling it was more over the fact Alex had been with Mistress then any other thing.
Mistress and I left the party. When we arrived home she wanted me to sleep in her bed. She snuggled against me without saying a word. I didn’t press the matter. I simply held her close to me.
Mistress dressed me carefully for the party. Admittedly, I wasn’t wearing anything that complicated, yet she still took her time. Her hands caressed every part of my body. The care, the tenderness…I felt so special at that moment. When she finished dressing me she stepped back and let her eyes devour me. My cock ached and all I wanted to do was to beg her to allow me to touch her.
She told me to wait right where I was as she went to get dressed. It seemed like forever that I stood there, but it was well worth the wait. My God, did she look amazing. She looked like she was going to a really fancy affair and the contrast between our outfits was arousing to say the less. She told me she was already proud of me and it didn’t matter what the other dominants said. I love her smile, hell I live for that smile.
I have to admit most of the party was a blur. I was so focused on being a good submissive for my Mistress that I didn’t really noticed the other guests too much. Mistress seemed almost nervous when Master Gabriel came over. In fact, I swore I felt my leash tremble a little and I could see how hard she gripped my leash. The way Gabriel…I mean Master Gabriel, Mistress gets really angry if I forget to address Master Gabriel properly, the way he looked at her still bugs the hell out of me. I won’t let it bother me tonight. Mistress talked with him for a little while, then she removed my leash and told me to go to Master Alex and Lucian. I couldn’t take my eyes off her as she followed Master Gabriel.
I told Master Alex that Mistress wanted me to stay with him for a little while. Lucian was gracious as always. He is such a sweet man. I watched Master Alex as he talked with the other dominants. He doesn’t act like the rest of the dominants. It is blatantly obvious that he doesn’t really give a shit what the other dominants thought about him. Master Alex took me and Lucian up to the second story of Master Gabriel’s home. We went into one of the unoccupied rooms. The second the door closed Master Alex latched onto Lucian and kissed him with such passion it made my cock hard. I don’t usually get aroused watching two men making out, but whoo, the way Master Alex kissed Lucian and the way Lucian mewed was amazing. I started to feel like the third wheel so I knelt down at the back of the room. I couldn’t leave, because my Mistress told me to stay with Master Alex. Sensing my discomfort, Lucian whispered something to Master Alex. I was stunned when Master Alex told me that I could join in if I wanted to. I didn’t know what to say or do. Alex just laughed and swatted Lucian on the ass. He told Lucian to kneel down beside me. As Lucian did Mistress came into the room. She seemed kind of flustered. She walked over to me and gently caressed my face. Alex asked her what Master Gabriel wanted. My heart stopped when she said he wanted to show her a new male submissive. She commented on how big this male was and that she was surprised that such a man wanted to be a submissive and not a dominant. She said this Michael had a very commanding presence about him. Alex made some comment about Mistress wanting to dominant such a strong man. Mistress just chuckled, but I could see that she found such a prospect intriguing. Who the hell was this Michael and why did Master Gabriel show him to her? I was a little relieved to hear her tell Alex that Master Gabriel was showing off this Michael to everyone. My relief was short lived when I watched Mistress latch onto to Alex. I heard Lucian gasp a little too. No doubt he was just as surprised as I was. Alex lifted Mistress up and carried her to the bed. The way she pawed at his clothes, that look of lust in her eyes…damn I was having trouble containing my jealousy. If Mistress wanted to fuck I was here and she knew I was always ready for her. Just when I thought I couldn’t stand it any longer I felt Lucian grab my hand. I looked over at the pretty man.
“Enjoy watching them,” he whispered.
He was turned on watching his Master fucking my Mistress. There was no jealousy only delight in watching his Master’s pleasure. I looked at it with Lucian’s eyes, watching my Mistress’ pleasure did arouse me. I felt the jealousy start to fade. I squeezed Lucian’s hand back, silently thanking him.
Just as Mistress climaxed, Master Raven came into the room. He didn’t look too happy that Alex was with Mistress. I felt his eyes on me and Lucian. I watched Lucian bow his head then I quickly did the same. Raven quickly looked over to Alex and Mistress when Alex roared out his orgasm. Master Raven was not happy and once Mistress and Alex got dressed Raven asked Mistress to leave him and Alex alone. Mistress of course did as he asked. She placed her leash on my collar then she left the room. She waited by the door. I heard Raven yelling at Alex, something about Master Gabriel was all I could make out. Mistress said nothing as we walked down the stairs.
A stern-looking woman with two sissy boy submissives stopped Mistress at the bottom of the stairs. It was more than obvious that she wanted to start trouble. I knelt down beside Mistress. The second this Mistress Geneva went to pet me Mistress slapped her hand away. Mistress told her not to ever touch me. Geneva called Mistress, Master Gabriel’s little whore, and I quickly rose to my feet. No one calls my Mistress a whore. Mistress signaled for me to stop. Before Mistress could say anything in response Geneva looked pale as a ghost. I looked over to see what invoked such a response from that bitch. Master Gabriel had heard what she said and he looked pissed. He slowly walked over and slapped Geneva hard in the face, saying she was lucky that he didn’t just throw her ass out. Geneva babbled something about Mistress being with Alex, this only future pissed off Gabriel. He told Geneva to get out of his sight, then he turned to Mistress and apologized for Geneva’s behavior. He caressed Mistress’ cheek then walked away. I could see that he was still very angry, but I had a feeling it was more over the fact Alex had been with Mistress then any other thing.
Mistress and I left the party. When we arrived home she wanted me to sleep in her bed. She snuggled against me without saying a word. I didn’t press the matter. I simply held her close to me.
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Tram’s Entry
Mistress left earlier today. She would only say she was going to Master Alex’s house. I don’t understand why she didn’t want me to accompany her. I usually did when she went over to Master Alex’s home.
I waited impatiently for her to return. I wanted to be with my Mistress. My body craved hers. I wanted to convince her to let me touch her today. Just thinking about touching her, loving her…damn my body aches. I know there is no guarantee that Mistress will let me touch her, but I was going to try my best to earn the right to.
After what seemed like an eternity she came home. She walked a little stiffly and when I asked if she was okay she just told me to go down to the playroom and lean over the whipping bench. I love it when Mistress whips me. Sometimes she will just spank me when I’m leaning over the whipping bench. Either way, I was in a hurry to find out which she was going to do.
After a few moments she came down to the playroom. She secured me to the bench and showed me the flogger. I have never been flogged before and I was rather nervous. She reassured me that she would stop if this was too much for me. I instantly relaxed. She began flogging me in a steady rhythm. It was painful, but nothing I couldn’t endure. She told me how beautiful I looked right now, how sexy I made her feel, what a good boy I was. Her words repeated in my mind as she picked up the pace of the flogging. The pain was starting to get too much for me, then…I don’t know how I did this, but I went above the pain and into some sort of high. I wasn’t aware when she stopped flogging me. The next thing I knew Mistress was in front of me gently stroking my face, lavishing kisses over my face. That look on her face, oh my God, that look, it made me feel so pleased, so proud. When she nuzzled her face against mine and told me I was hers all hers, my heart lept.
Mistress allowed me to sleep in her bed. When she fell asleep I just laid there looking at her. I saw her wince when she rolled on her back. She quickly rolled to the other side that is when I saw the bruises on her back. I quickly woke her up and asked her who did this to her. My blood boiled at the mere thought of someone hurting my Mistress like this. She sat up and softly told me to calm down. She explained how she had Master Alex flog her, so that she would know what it felt like. I asked why in the world she would want to do that. She replied “for you, my submissive.” I didn’t know what to say until she explained that she wanted to know what it felt like so she wouldn’t hurt me with the flogger that she wanted to know the pain I would feel. Then she told me to go back to sleep and to not think about it anymore. But how could I not think about it. She endure the pain of Master Alex’s flogger, and judging by the bruising on her back he didn’t hold back any. A part of me wanted to rush over to Master Alex’s house and beat the shit out of him for hurting my Mistress. However, I knew I couldn’t do that. She had asked him to do that to her. I lay back down and just looked at her. In this moment I knew she was the one I wanted, the one I wanted to serve, to love and cherish forever.
Mistress left earlier today. She would only say she was going to Master Alex’s house. I don’t understand why she didn’t want me to accompany her. I usually did when she went over to Master Alex’s home.
I waited impatiently for her to return. I wanted to be with my Mistress. My body craved hers. I wanted to convince her to let me touch her today. Just thinking about touching her, loving her…damn my body aches. I know there is no guarantee that Mistress will let me touch her, but I was going to try my best to earn the right to.
After what seemed like an eternity she came home. She walked a little stiffly and when I asked if she was okay she just told me to go down to the playroom and lean over the whipping bench. I love it when Mistress whips me. Sometimes she will just spank me when I’m leaning over the whipping bench. Either way, I was in a hurry to find out which she was going to do.
After a few moments she came down to the playroom. She secured me to the bench and showed me the flogger. I have never been flogged before and I was rather nervous. She reassured me that she would stop if this was too much for me. I instantly relaxed. She began flogging me in a steady rhythm. It was painful, but nothing I couldn’t endure. She told me how beautiful I looked right now, how sexy I made her feel, what a good boy I was. Her words repeated in my mind as she picked up the pace of the flogging. The pain was starting to get too much for me, then…I don’t know how I did this, but I went above the pain and into some sort of high. I wasn’t aware when she stopped flogging me. The next thing I knew Mistress was in front of me gently stroking my face, lavishing kisses over my face. That look on her face, oh my God, that look, it made me feel so pleased, so proud. When she nuzzled her face against mine and told me I was hers all hers, my heart lept.
Mistress allowed me to sleep in her bed. When she fell asleep I just laid there looking at her. I saw her wince when she rolled on her back. She quickly rolled to the other side that is when I saw the bruises on her back. I quickly woke her up and asked her who did this to her. My blood boiled at the mere thought of someone hurting my Mistress like this. She sat up and softly told me to calm down. She explained how she had Master Alex flog her, so that she would know what it felt like. I asked why in the world she would want to do that. She replied “for you, my submissive.” I didn’t know what to say until she explained that she wanted to know what it felt like so she wouldn’t hurt me with the flogger that she wanted to know the pain I would feel. Then she told me to go back to sleep and to not think about it anymore. But how could I not think about it. She endure the pain of Master Alex’s flogger, and judging by the bruising on her back he didn’t hold back any. A part of me wanted to rush over to Master Alex’s house and beat the shit out of him for hurting my Mistress. However, I knew I couldn’t do that. She had asked him to do that to her. I lay back down and just looked at her. In this moment I knew she was the one I wanted, the one I wanted to serve, to love and cherish forever.
Mistress Entry
Tram’s getting all wound up about Master Gabriel Valentine’s Day party that is coming up in about a week. I have to admit I’m a little bit nervous about the party myself. It will be the first time the other dominants see me with Tram. I’m not worried about how Tram does. I know he will make me so proud. I just hope I can make Tram be proud to be my submissive. Even about this, whatever happens, happens and that is all to it. Besides Master Gabriel told me he can’t wait to show me off. It was kind of an odd thing for him to say, but I think he was trying to make me feel at little more at ease.
Yesterday, I went over to Alex’s house. I wanted to use a new flogger on Tram and since I have never experienced a flogger before I wanted Alex to use it on me before I used it on Tram. The damn thing hurt like hell, but it made such a delicious whomp noise. When Alex was done flogging me he gently covered me with his body, being ever so careful not to touch the tender skin on my back. He whispered gently to me, asking me over and over if he had hurt me, then he whispered comforting words to me as he gently caressed my hair. I felt very safe and cherished. This is exactly how I want Tram to feel when I let him experience a flogger. I was surprised to see that Master Raven had shown up sometime during my flogging. I felt a little awkward having been just flogged by Alex. Raven was very gracious and quickly made me feel at ease. Alex’s submissive showed me out. I could see the way Alex looked at Raven. It was quite obvious that Alex stilled loved his former Master.
When I got home I chained Tram over the whipping bench. The whipping bench always reminded me of one of those church pews that had the prayer rail in front of it. Anyways, I was still very sore from my flogging, but I couldn’t wait to see how Tram would react to the flogger. He readied himself and a hit him with the flogger. I kept my strokes light at first and slowly increased the intensity. Granted, there was no way I was going to be able to flog Tram with the same strength Alex had just flogged me, but I figured I would be able to flog Tram longer and get the same effect. I was so right. My beautiful Tram loved what I was doing to him. His muscles clinched, his breath quickened, and the way he kept shifting himself I knew his cock was rock hard. I walked around front and looked at his face. He was somewhere else, high on this experience. The pride that filled me was indescribable as I watched my beautiful submissive fly.
Tram’s getting all wound up about Master Gabriel Valentine’s Day party that is coming up in about a week. I have to admit I’m a little bit nervous about the party myself. It will be the first time the other dominants see me with Tram. I’m not worried about how Tram does. I know he will make me so proud. I just hope I can make Tram be proud to be my submissive. Even about this, whatever happens, happens and that is all to it. Besides Master Gabriel told me he can’t wait to show me off. It was kind of an odd thing for him to say, but I think he was trying to make me feel at little more at ease.
Yesterday, I went over to Alex’s house. I wanted to use a new flogger on Tram and since I have never experienced a flogger before I wanted Alex to use it on me before I used it on Tram. The damn thing hurt like hell, but it made such a delicious whomp noise. When Alex was done flogging me he gently covered me with his body, being ever so careful not to touch the tender skin on my back. He whispered gently to me, asking me over and over if he had hurt me, then he whispered comforting words to me as he gently caressed my hair. I felt very safe and cherished. This is exactly how I want Tram to feel when I let him experience a flogger. I was surprised to see that Master Raven had shown up sometime during my flogging. I felt a little awkward having been just flogged by Alex. Raven was very gracious and quickly made me feel at ease. Alex’s submissive showed me out. I could see the way Alex looked at Raven. It was quite obvious that Alex stilled loved his former Master.
When I got home I chained Tram over the whipping bench. The whipping bench always reminded me of one of those church pews that had the prayer rail in front of it. Anyways, I was still very sore from my flogging, but I couldn’t wait to see how Tram would react to the flogger. He readied himself and a hit him with the flogger. I kept my strokes light at first and slowly increased the intensity. Granted, there was no way I was going to be able to flog Tram with the same strength Alex had just flogged me, but I figured I would be able to flog Tram longer and get the same effect. I was so right. My beautiful Tram loved what I was doing to him. His muscles clinched, his breath quickened, and the way he kept shifting himself I knew his cock was rock hard. I walked around front and looked at his face. He was somewhere else, high on this experience. The pride that filled me was indescribable as I watched my beautiful submissive fly.
Friday, January 9, 2009
Tram’s entry
Mistress seems a bit distracted lately. I know it has only been a few weeks that we have been together… I might be reading too much into this. She has asked me to tell her what I need and I have yet to answer her, because honestly I never really thought about it. I just want to serve my Mistress. That’s all I want to think about now. I hope she understands.
She has been wonderful about working around my job. The office she had setup for me to work is perfect and she always makes sure I have enough time to complete my work.
I can’t help but feel a little scared. Mistress is perfect so far. You know what they say when something is too good to be true then it is usually not true. I find myself already becoming attached to her. Stupid, I know, but I can’t help myself. I don’t want to think too far into the future. I want to focus on the here and now.
I think I’m getting all melancholy because Lucian, Master Alex’s submissive is staying with us for a few days. Don’t get me wrong I like Lucian, he is a really nice guy, it just that the poor guy is going through hell right now. His Master needs time to think about something. I would be really worried if Mistress just dropped me off with the only explanation is that she needed to think. I will keep Lucian busy so that he can take his mind off it. Besides, Mistress wants me to get to know Lucian. She wants to see me and him together when I’m ready for it. Lucian is a very pretty guy, but that’s the problem he is a guy. I have never been with a guy sexually before. Mistress loves watching two guys having sex. I will do this for her, but not right now.
However, right now I must try and help Lucian get through these next two days. Poor guy, I would hate to be in his place right now.
She has been wonderful about working around my job. The office she had setup for me to work is perfect and she always makes sure I have enough time to complete my work.
I can’t help but feel a little scared. Mistress is perfect so far. You know what they say when something is too good to be true then it is usually not true. I find myself already becoming attached to her. Stupid, I know, but I can’t help myself. I don’t want to think too far into the future. I want to focus on the here and now.
I think I’m getting all melancholy because Lucian, Master Alex’s submissive is staying with us for a few days. Don’t get me wrong I like Lucian, he is a really nice guy, it just that the poor guy is going through hell right now. His Master needs time to think about something. I would be really worried if Mistress just dropped me off with the only explanation is that she needed to think. I will keep Lucian busy so that he can take his mind off it. Besides, Mistress wants me to get to know Lucian. She wants to see me and him together when I’m ready for it. Lucian is a very pretty guy, but that’s the problem he is a guy. I have never been with a guy sexually before. Mistress loves watching two guys having sex. I will do this for her, but not right now.
However, right now I must try and help Lucian get through these next two days. Poor guy, I would hate to be in his place right now.
Mistress Entry
Tram’s training is going smoother than I thought. He is so eager to please me. Yet, what I need is for him to tell me how to please him. It’s easy to tie him up, spank him, pleasure him, but is this enough? Maybe I’m expecting too much. I think he is throwing himself into this role of being submissive, perhaps this is what he needs right now.
I was surprised to see Alex today, even more so when he asked me to watch his submissive Leon for a few days while he sorted his feelings out about Raven. Poor Alex, any fool could see how much he loves Raven. I remember when we trained together he was so brokenhearted over not being with Raven anymore.
Of course I agreed to watch Leon for him. I would pretty much do anything Alex asks me to do. He was such a big help to me during my training. Another thing about Alex is that he has such a unique view of this lifestyle he was Raven’s submissive, now he is Lucian’s Master. I didn’t think a person could be both a submissive and dominant. I always thought it could only go one way. It shows how naive I am about this lifestyle.
I was surprised to see Alex today, even more so when he asked me to watch his submissive Leon for a few days while he sorted his feelings out about Raven. Poor Alex, any fool could see how much he loves Raven. I remember when we trained together he was so brokenhearted over not being with Raven anymore.
Of course I agreed to watch Leon for him. I would pretty much do anything Alex asks me to do. He was such a big help to me during my training. Another thing about Alex is that he has such a unique view of this lifestyle he was Raven’s submissive, now he is Lucian’s Master. I didn’t think a person could be both a submissive and dominant. I always thought it could only go one way. It shows how naive I am about this lifestyle.
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